@ ELDERELITE
I just your original comments on your link and you clearly have great struggles with your situation.
I agree with you 100% when you said that as an elder, the would-be-pioneer would respect your opinion more than he might someone else'.
I am no longer an M.S., and for the last 3 years have discovered so many Bible truths, such as who were/are part of the Old/New Covenant, who constitute spiritual Israel, the "new" scrolls, the "othersheep", etc. etc.
How do you think the 12 righteous men (who later became the Apostles) felt in 27 C.E. when they looked at the religious leaders when they came to worship Jehovah?
Exactly as many of us probably feel right now; but aren't we in an identical situation, waiting on the Christ's return?
Those men never abandoned their faith in the Covenant - only in those who invalidated it and prevented others from entering the Kingdom of God.
I give certain Scriptural answers at the meetings, subtly trying to 'plant seeds', so that it might cause one or two to start to do Bible research, rather than 'literature search'. I also refuse to be Watchtower reader/Book Study reader if the subject matter has any falsehoods in it - likewise with any Ministry School assignments.
Also, I've had limited conversations with 3 or 4 different ones to enlighten them on what the Bible really teaches.
But isn't it amazing how ones who think they have the truth, lightly dismiss a Scriptural truth. (probably because I don't have the weight of "elder's badge" behind me)
I think when 2 Thess. 2:4, 1st Pet. 4:17, & Rev. 2:22 begin to be fulfilled, then each will render an account for themselves.
If you find a better "nation" of people (not 'leaders') which endeavours to live by God's standards, you must let everyone know about it.
That's my view anyway - keep the true faith in our true Leader!